
The facts however, are that God had in effect, been our Provider since our arrival to Jellico. All along, He had been sending surprise gifts, but we would now be trusting Him for every need. I had the peace that comes with doing the right thing, and yet, I felt a knot in my gut like I had strapped myself into a roller coaster and cresting the first long drop--the kind that makes your heart race and your stomach leap into your throat.